Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum

Hello peepos! this is gonna be a super short update since i have not much time. So i guess everyone knows what is going to happen tomorrow, right? YAYERZ! It's ramadhan, hellaluyahhhh. the time flies so fast :) omg idk how to express how happy i am for tomorrow. the bad thing is my knee haven't recovered yet after i fell down that freakin day. my bad habits during fasting is I always think what food me mok makan waktu sungkei kelak. hahah *all senses are guarded* glory to Allah, he has given us Ramadhan. I mean the another ramadhan. most of people nowadays fast just because of the title of muslim. fasting does not give us excuse to be weak, Muslims were way stronger in Ramadan. free ourselves from hatred and free our soul from this dunya don't be lost ppl, lead yourself! a reminder for you and me as well.let's work for it together, insyaAllah. so, may we have better ramadhan this year. Amin 

Ahlan wasahlan ya ramadhan 

Miracles

I cannot imagine life without books anymore than 

I can imagine life without breathing ~ Terry Brooks

There's nothing better than a good book. I've always loved the smell of the fresh old paper crackle of the binding as you open something that has never been opened before. The more you read the more things you'll know. The more you know, the more places you'll go. Let's get lost in a good book! 

"Nobody likes you"

Halu. Barely has time to blog but blogs it anyway. I always feel alone recently, i dont understand why. tbh, my classmates obviously like trying to avoid themselves form me. But it is only a thought la. I isolated myself in the class. i am dying to know what is goin on w me and my friends. nobody wants me for a friend? i might talk, laugh, giggle, running around the class showing my happiness w my friends luwl nah but still nobody really stick to me. i just miss being like dat..a lot of people hate me now, i kind of hate me too. unlike one of my classmate, she is popular cos she is beautiful, cute and everyone likes her.. you know that feel when someone attractive looks u in the eyes and u just feel really fucking incredibly insecure. i'm not desperate but just i cannot stand a heavy burden heart yerseh :p like literally, i spend my time either worrying or over thinking so i have no time to revise abt school thingy. knowing that i'll never be good enough for anyone who hurts my heart. freaking no mood now.

Wink

• Hardcore fan of Ed Sheeran
• I express feelings thru twitter
• A good user of chopstick
• Read novels 
• Can't speak fluently but can write so well
• Handsock's
• Twitter user
• Always been leftout.
• Listen to music when everyone go deaf.
• I love well-dressed guy.
• Wear hijab
• Used to be a golfer 
• Love to doodle 
• I don't like school (sometimes)
• Love when people call me Hazy
• Love to laaaauuuuggggghhhh
• Quiet when mad
• a 9gager
• Samsung user
• I don't always go out with my friends
• Love to wear flat shoes
• Close to dad than mom
• Friendly
• Brown's lover
• Instagram's user (@hazirahyusuff) 
• I'm short *147cm*
• Fifteen

Someone I miss

Assalamualaikum

I miss too many people, but i'm going to list them all iA. I miss all the people that I've ever loved that have passed away. Up until two years ago, I've never truly felt the pain of losing someone close to me, but since than I've become more aware of death. SubhanAllah, we truly do belong to Allah and we shall return to him. I miss my siblings, those that live in Brunei & Lawas, but I don't get to see as much as I should, and those that live on other parts of the world. I wish I could see them more often. Lastly, I miss anyone that I used to be close with; I just want that closeness we used to have back. Till then, have a blessed day people.

Life...

Hello everyone. Today's entry is just going to be about my un-fabulous life because reviews and stuffs are just not my thing. Well, since I have a blog. I'll blog every single things about what I did today, yesterday and the day before yesterday. "I do, I blog" I don't think my statement is good. Haha. Walaupun aku selalu blur siktauk nak buat apa, tapi sebenarnya I know what I am doing. cos i still have a brain to think which one is good and bad to do. Even selalu main games, bangun lewat, blur dengan surrounding but in the end, I nailed it! yay yay. The main thing I like blogging is um, I just want to tell the ups and downs in my life. Well, I choose to be in this field, I just got to move with the flow and beat it.

Kadang- kadang kalau dah boring sangat, then just pretend to text someone even i'm not. Hahah lifeless me. Well, that's what we call life.Sometimes, I will always get bored using internet maybe for 5 hours. So, i'll browse some cute pictures owu mai gawddd x they are just too cute. Novels and movies are some of my favourite things. Weee~ Like literally, I can spend the whole day just sitting in the living room (closer to wifi) with my pyjamas and watching movies. air-cond just make me feel ah, that's why I don't take my shower HAHAHA! one whole day and that will be how my day pass. not even kidding

Another bad thing is that I am always sleeping late at night because of.. you guess it, watching movies even though I've watched it like over 10000 times I still watch it again cos I want to waste my time and I don't want to sleep early..for example yesterday, i watched 'Premium Rush' + eating hot spicy potatoes chips + hot cocoa which mades me break out like crazy :( I hope I don't serious dark eye rings tho -.- ... that will be horrible.