"Nobody likes you"

Halu. Barely has time to blog but blogs it anyway. I always feel alone recently, i dont understand why. tbh, my classmates obviously like trying to avoid themselves form me. But it is only a thought la. I isolated myself in the class. i am dying to know what is goin on w me and my friends. nobody wants me for a friend? i might talk, laugh, giggle, running around the class showing my happiness w my friends luwl nah but still nobody really stick to me. i just miss being like dat..a lot of people hate me now, i kind of hate me too. unlike one of my classmate, she is popular cos she is beautiful, cute and everyone likes her.. you know that feel when someone attractive looks u in the eyes and u just feel really fucking incredibly insecure. i'm not desperate but just i cannot stand a heavy burden heart yerseh :p like literally, i spend my time either worrying or over thinking so i have no time to revise abt school thingy. knowing that i'll never be good enough for anyone who hurts my heart. freaking no mood now.